when you're too in love to let go.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

suddenly, there was this thought. or should it be a realization.

i came to a conclusion after thoughts that i actually have no one else if my boy ever leaves. you see, i may have some closer friends, but none of which really shows their concern expressively. in fact, they weren't the ones i was excited to talk to when something great/bad happened in my life. take for eg, when i had a boyfriend, i actually didn't tell any one of the 2 of them. cos i always had the mindset that they won't care, and will definitely give me a "so?" answer. because seriously, none of the two actually really cared about any major changes in my life. its really sad, i realize i have no true friends, and i even think that i'm miserable because i tell nobody about anything in my life, other than writing it here, or somewhere. but in fact, i'd really love to share it with somebody. to be honest, i'm jealous of people who have friends where they can go "omg we need to talk i have the greatest secret to tell you!!!" because i can never do that to any of my self regard close friends. sometimes i even think people ask me just because they are busybody about my life, and not because they geninuely truly want to know/care.

so it bolts down to the point that i truly envy people with great friends who really care. and it also made me realize that other than family, alfred wong makes the biggest part in my life, simply because i feel like i have no friends.

on another note, today was spent with samchanyanting and i got myself a cute shirt. & when i went to check schedule, somebody said my top loooks nice ::))

torn6:54 AM

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eunice
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i want :
1. NUM collared shirt
2. skinny jeans
3. GAP shirt
4. a new watch :)
5. 7390

I like when you whisper softly
Things only I should hear
That lead me on
I like the way you smile at me
And make me feel like nothin'
Can go wrong
Tell me this will last forever
Dont you ever leave
I dont wanna be without u
dream without u
walk without u
talk without u baby
Never take a chance without u
Dance without u
Nothing is the same without U baby
I could never deal witout u
Heal without u
Begin without u
End without u
Baby, Im in need
I can't breathe
No, I don't wanna be...
Without u
I love when your eyes wash over me
With a look only I can tell
Whats on your mind
I love the way you find me
Whenever I've lost my way
You are just in time
Baby we've got something started
Say we'll never stop
I'll lock up my heart
and throw away the key
if thats what it takes
To keep your love with me
You open the door
To all thats good in me
I cant deny the truth
That I could never be without u